Inspired

Watching the Obama speech tonight

I'm inspired 

The power of his words

Lifting people to their feet with every point he makes

So I think to myself

How do I speak to masses?

How do I express myself?

My blog DUH!

So I'm back to writing 

What's Popping Son?!?!!? 

Love Sucks

Point.

Blank.

Period.

Valentines Day Brings Out Some Characteristics

That Others Wouldn't Do On Other Days

I Rest My Case

Being Sick

I Hate IT

point blank period

that is all

and the reason the blog has been so stagnant 

oh do i love my vocab

proceed with you activities 

Here Is A Thought

Can't really say thought of the day

It's midnight

I'm done with midterms and doesn't have to go in to school till like 12

If it wasn't for basketball

I woulda stayed that ass home

Thought:

A misunderstanding of words

Becomes not what you said

But what the other person believes the intentions were 

What Is On My Mind

Jazz Is In My Veins

You See My Soul In My Pain

Leaving A Funk That's Deranged

No Two Notes Are The Same

I Am Abel Without Cain

So There Is Never A Feeling That Is Vain

Only I Can See Where It Goes

I Can Feel It In The Rain

Every Feeling Is Seemingly Insane

I Can't Tell You What's Going On

It's Only My Perspective

Everything Will Fall In Place

Life Is Tetris

I Pick Up Each Puzzle Piece

Until It Puzzles Me

Everything Is Happening So Suddenly

Suddenly

I Can Picture It

I Can Kodak Frame It

Biggie Said He Like'd His Girls Brainless

Now A Days We Only Care How The Brain Is

I Keep Hearing

Thelonious

"You Boys Are So Complicated"

Well I'm Different

So Tell Em I'm Not Elated

Simply

A Jazz Baby

Lately Expressing On How He Is Feeling

True Thoughts

Mind Is Gun And It's Bullets 

Make A Killing

THOUGHT OF THE DAY

Don't ask about the all caps

Anywho

Thought Of The Day:

Nervousness and silence in between conversation

Is nervousness on both parts

Not wanting to say the wrong thing to someone is trying to hard

Have confidence in your matter

Yet if you have nothing to say

Remember eye contact, and body language

You can say a thousand thing by looking someone in the eye

Thought Of The Day

Alright 

Word as bond son

Thought Of The Day:

When you know you got one up on someone

Never let up

In all seriousness

To some life is a game to some life is war

Never take yourself too seriously

But never LET the next man one up you

Always Always Always

Stay on top of your game

And don't anyone tell you different

Thought Of The Day

I've found my niche

I know what works and what doesn't

Aside from my few real friends in my grade

Rest of them fools can kick rocks

Thought Of The Day:

When people take you way to seriously

Every little thing you say

Becomes over analyzed 

You become often to ridiculed 

Your body language

Taken abruptly as some type of insulting gesture

I figure that 

Things aren't that serious

I've stopped analyzing things myself

All I know is music doesn't lie to me

And neither does a good friend

Thought Of The Day

Summary of my day:

Wake up early 

Work on beats

Shower. School.

School= Boring as fuck

Recording club

Got some ideas 

And hopefully I'll get them in action

Other then that

My game

we won

It was against Nutley though

They aren't that good

Lost my iPod after the game

Now I got the ill crappy mood

Thought of The Day:

Ever want to scream at someone at the top of your lungs 

And call them on all their bluffs

Just because they rub you the wrong way

It's days like this were you gotta keep your cool 

And do what you're told

Yet don't keep that energy pent up

You need to vent into the things that make you happy

Convert your energy that makes you burn with passion

To energy that that makes you passionate about what makes you happy

Thought For The Day

You know what?

Forget the whole staying current on fashion

That's what HYPEBEAST is for or HIGHSNOBIETY

And I'm a producer why would I try to stay current with music like that

I mean I check on what's hot or not

But I know what I like so I look out for certain artists

If you need new music hit up Hypekillaz

Shiiiiiit nikkka this what I does

My thought of the day:

When you are good at what you do

There is always that day when the next man one ups you

There is a sense of "I got to do better"

And it doesn't come from what your peers says for constructive criticism

It has to come from within

YOU have to do something to reclaim your top spot

Because no matter how self confident

You have to better yourself 

What Is Music To Me

The title sounds like some third grade shit

But I need to get some stuff off my chest when it comes to music

When I was little

Mom worked two jobs (shoot, she still do)

I had got a boombox at like my ninth christmas

It was cool

I get to jam out whenever

No more waiting for mom to crank the radio

Man when I was little 

I used to sing to every song on the radio

It was type crazy

I used to get in trouble for beatboxing when I was little

My mom said stop making sound effects

But I anywho

All I had when moms duke wasn't home (and like I said she worked two jobs)

I bumped to the radio

Now when I say bumped

I mean listened to

Nodded my head

Jumped around the house for hours to

All day long

I did my homework to music

I became consumed in music

I met Matt in sixth grade

We were doing this multi-media project

And he played these beats I was like

Hey these are cool

He told me he made em

I didn't believe him at first

I chilled with homie at the crib (the first of many)

I told dude I rap

We started a small rap crew called Voice Of Reason

Hence the birth of my musical involvement seriously

All throughout middle school

It was on and off 

I really didn't stick to it until I finally realized

I should take it into my own hands

I begged and pleaded for moms duke to get a Mac Laptop

So it started

About May of this year

Got the laptop

Started off in Garageband

Making beats with loops and shit

Then I slowly progressed

Using samples and finding new loops

It continued and I elevated myself to a new level

It got to the point where all I think of is music

So I talked to Mr. Frye (one of the coolest teachers I've ever met)

About starting this Musical Recording Club

An environment where we could record and make music

Hence the making of I Am The Walrus and Black Magic

Things are a little advanced now from when I first started

I play all my parts in the beats no loops

So any drum pattern or bassline or whatever

It's me

I'm sampling ridiculous now

Like Mr. Frye had a M-Audio Axiom-25 just sitting around and now

I'm borrowing it day to day

It's my baby now

Basically this is my musical bio so far

I'm looking at colleges for degrees in musical recording

I truly love this shit (to be ignorant and passionate about it)

Like I'll say it now

My family and personal life have some pretty messed aspects

As a product of a single mother home

Music is my escape

It's what I play to get away 

I don't smoke or drink

But I'm blasted and high off of music

As corny as it sounds

I'm not going to rehab 

Like it's the only thing I truly react to

Everything else now a days is over saturated

With lies, deceit, and hatred

But music doesn't lie to me

It has it's own pattern and bass lines hum to me

It speaks a certain way that only me and music can understand

But really music is what I love

I am music

And I love myself

So as I love myself

I'll keep doing this music

Because there will always be a reason

For me to clear my head